June 13, 2011
1:45pm

I have been going out for quite a while now. Hanging out with my bf's friends and stuff. Well, it's quite fun, aside from being up all night and not having enough sleep, the reason zits are all over my face again! As in invading every remaining space on my usual spotless skin, and eyebags as well. I'm having a hard time keeping my skin clear, and I have been neglecting my health from indulging too much alcohol.  Seriously, I have to watch out for my health :|

Anyway, I really don't understand why do I always have this weird feeling of getting annoyed whenever my boyfriend tells me they're having a boys night out. Yeah I met few of his guys friends and I really got well along with them and everything seems to be fine, but, I really don't like the idea of 'boys night out'. So immature 'eh? Just today he told me they're going to hang out again, and of course, I have this weird feeling that I don't want to talk to him to make him feel I am missed. Arrghh this is really weird.. I am really weird.