graduating blues
February 28, 2008
11:40pm
I never kept a secret from him, though I don't wanna sound like an 'usisera' girlfriend, but I know I still have that right to know whatever's bothering, irritating, or annoying him. He does it all the time and I felt like I am not trusted. It's like 'you leave me alone, I can carry this all by myself'. It's not that I want to know everything thats going on with his life, but, if he doesn't want to share with me his problems this early, how much more in the future? As much as possible, I really want to be fully involved with his life, though I know we both still have that right to reserve something for ourselves, but what I noticed was, everytime he's annoyed and I'm asking him 'why?' he would just say 'wala 'to'. And yes he does it all the time. And I guess with that happening all the time, it's my turn to be annoyed. I'm not a 'manghuhula' to guess what's wrong with him and if he want me to know he is, then he should tell me the reason, not like he would act he's annoyed and it's really obvious then when I ask him why then he would say wala 'to. Come on. It's like saying I can't help him out of it. If he don't want to tell the reason why then better not show it. Again, I'm not a 'manghuhula'.
With that, I realized maybe I would jut shut up and better leave him alone if he's not feeling ok. Seems like he doesn't want me to be that someone whom he can share his problems with anyway.
Huh? So what am I? Wala lang? Oh well, I'm just a girlfriend. Simply a girlfriend.
11:40pm
I never kept a secret from him, though I don't wanna sound like an 'usisera' girlfriend, but I know I still have that right to know whatever's bothering, irritating, or annoying him. He does it all the time and I felt like I am not trusted. It's like 'you leave me alone, I can carry this all by myself'. It's not that I want to know everything thats going on with his life, but, if he doesn't want to share with me his problems this early, how much more in the future? As much as possible, I really want to be fully involved with his life, though I know we both still have that right to reserve something for ourselves, but what I noticed was, everytime he's annoyed and I'm asking him 'why?' he would just say 'wala 'to'. And yes he does it all the time. And I guess with that happening all the time, it's my turn to be annoyed. I'm not a 'manghuhula' to guess what's wrong with him and if he want me to know he is, then he should tell me the reason, not like he would act he's annoyed and it's really obvious then when I ask him why then he would say wala 'to. Come on. It's like saying I can't help him out of it. If he don't want to tell the reason why then better not show it. Again, I'm not a 'manghuhula'.
With that, I realized maybe I would jut shut up and better leave him alone if he's not feeling ok. Seems like he doesn't want me to be that someone whom he can share his problems with anyway.
Huh? So what am I? Wala lang? Oh well, I'm just a girlfriend. Simply a girlfriend.
posted by Nelly at 2/28/2008 03:12:00 AM
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