sorry for keeping you hanging

I don't intend to hurt people, but circumstances come by chance that I unintentionally hurt them. I don't mean to, though. It's just that, it is unavoidable. I do sound selfish, yet really, I don't want to lose him.

I'm a real, bad girl.

Yesterday, I was able to talk with my childhood crush, it was fun since for the first time in my life, we were able to talk 'bout stuff never in my life I have thought he'll share to me. We talked for hours, and I really enjoyed our conversation.

I've been going around the circles. And it's pretty confusing following those circular paths, I'm getting dizzy.

This is talksh*t. I find it so hard to post here my real thoughts.