masayang araw ito!

Ang saya- saya talaga! Kinausap nya ko kanina!! Wala lang, kasi parang napaka unexpected nung nangyari, biruin mo nilapitan nya kami (or sana ako talaga sadya na hihihi) tapos sumabay xa samin then kinausap nya ako! Tinanong nya kung wala na daw kami next class! Ayun! Napaka weird ko talaga! I know na napakaliit na bagay lang nun para ikatuwa ko pero ibang level na un. I like him kaya iba ang dating nun for me, but may nalaman ako na meju di ko natripan. He likes smart girls. I hate to admit this, pero hindi ako ung babaeng type nya. I’m not smart, average lang ako, di ko kayang makipagsabayan sa kanya kung sakaling makapag-usap man kami ng harapan. Baka mailang lang ako kung sakali. Not that Im putting myself at low level but for sure ganun ang mangyayari. Napakatalino nya and sa mga taong gaya nya lang un papatol not unless may miracle di ba? Sana lang may mangyari ngang ganun. I don’t know, tuwing Monday, Wednesday at Friday excited ako sa last subject namin kasi nga makikita ko xa ulit. Pero everytime I see him kahit na anjan lang xa sa harap ko, he seems so far from my reach. Parang ang hirap nya i-approach although I know na mabait xa, feeling ko napakaliit kong tao kung i-cocompare sa kanya, para xang si Goliath at si David ako. No! He’s not giant ok and I’m not a midget either, pero malayo ang deperensya namin with each other. Unang-una gaya ng sabi ko matalino xa, ako hindi (pero di ko sinasabing bobo ako, hindi ko lang talaga ka-level ang utak nya), popular xa ako hindi, napaka-friendly nya suplada ako. So I don’t think na mag-cliclick talaga kami. It’s very hard, and sad also, I really like him! Sana kahit maging friends lang kami. The one thing we have in common is we both like music. Marunong xang mag-guitar gaya ko, he likes to sing and ganun din ako. Pero un lang wala ng iba. Pwede kayaang maging way yun to get close to him? Pero di ko naman kayang ako lalapit sa kanya to open up a conversation. Sana there would be a time na may incident na mangyayari na magkakausap kami, as in one on one lang walang ibang eepal sa pag-uusap namin para mas comfortable akong makapag salita. Haayyy, sana maging kaibigan kita. (-.-)zZzZ

HAIL TO HALE!

arrghh grabe! Nung una akala ko ang HALE ay isa lang sa mga paaso-aso na band. Yung tipong walang kinabukasan sa music industry. Ng unang beses ko mapakinggan ang HALE akala ko foreign band kasi nga iba ung dating ng boses, di mo halatang OPM. Saka ung Broken Sonnet di ko pa maxado trip kasi nga kala ko foreign lang, kaya ayun di ko na-appreciate ang band na yan. But nitong summer, vacation namin sa school, nanood ako ng MTV and then pinatugtog ung latest na kanta nila (The Day you said Goodnight) aba akalain mo! In an instant nagustuhan ko agad ang HALE!! I dont know kung anong gayuma ang dinasal sa video nilang yun at ganun na lang ako naakit! Argh! Cguro dahil kay CHAMP un eh, kasi naman sino bang di maakit sa napakaamong mukha ('aup!) at mala anghel na boses nya! (shet oa na 'toh!) Pero di rin lang dahil un dun! Talagang astig ung band nila! Maganda meaning ng songs, as in pag dinama mo mafefeel mo talaga! (natural!) I can relate to their songs kaya siguro natuwa ako sa kanila! Basta! natutuwa ako sa HALE! They will be having their mall tour sa Sm Southmall this coming July 9 at wish ko lang na makapunta ako 'coz I really want to see them in person! Gusto kong makita kung totoo bang tao si CHAMP! Madami pakong gustong sabhin pero tungkol lang lahat sa HALE! kaya Useless kung uulit-ulitin ko lang sayang effort ko dahil isa lang naman patutunguhan nito! Basta juz keep on supporting HALE dahil astig sila! keep on r0cking! \m/

back on track!

This is just so very hectic day again! Yep! first day of classes had just started, and this means one year of busy shedule and non-stop school activites again! Anyweiz, Im glad to know that "he's" my classmate and this is quite shocking coz I'm not really expecting it and yeah that's nice ^_^. Don't have much to say for now coz Im a liitle bit too busy to do some poems and songs to post here, but in just time I'll be back and post new stuff! so till here and see yah!! ^_~

infairness

My life begins when I was born. A little baby whose only problem is how to survive in this world, but definitely there is always someone who will feed me and be able to live. My life begins with nothing to worry about, eat, cry, play, play, eat and cry, this is how I waste my time. As I grew up, the little kid now learns how walk, stumble and fall. And if I fall, I will cry, and there is always someone who will stop me from crying. From that moment of my life, I don't know anything about being fair. I'm still a kid, innocent and stupid. I'm seventeen year old girl, soon to be a so called lady. I have learned a lot about that "fair thing", and I wonder why everyone in this world is not given the same level of needs? Why there has to be someone greater than the other? Why one out of ten people has to be suffering from whatsoever and the nine other has to be happy with their life? Is that really life is supposed to be?

all about death

Death

Darkness fill this empty room
I can see nothing but darkness
Black walls are everywhere
A sharp blade of eyes staring at me
There's a steep road ahead of my way
I would fall down...
It seems so endless I feel the idiocy, the isolation
The judgement...
It will end soon...